![]() ![]() ![]() The FLR sites took me to cuckolding sites (I had no idea what a cuckold was, but I learned fast that it was very common) and I liked the idea that I could explore other men while my husband just focused on me. In reading the Female Led Relationship (FLR) sites I discovered that my husband was a “sexual submissive” for sure. A female led relationship is one where, the woman helps a man understand his desire, to help him be more intimate, passionate, trustworthy, faithful, and above all, loving. My spark was coming back and I was wet again between the legs. ![]() The more I explored the more my mind raced with ideas and plans. So I went to my computer and Googled “Female led relationship sex”. Now a marriage is a partnership and if he is bringing in the money, I need to bring in the sex. What I saw in the mirror woke me up, because I did not see myself as a “10”, I have shut down as a women, I shut down the bonding between us, I shut down my husband. Now I was happy once a month with my vibrator and getting mounted on rare occasions. I was a bit of a slut and had many lovers, all shapes, ages, colors and sizes. The chase, the foreplay, the nasty, slutty and crazy acts, all of it. I don’t know how we got there, but, we did. What I realized is that most of the shots I was calling have become reasons for why we had virtually no sex life. He was for sure the alpha male in the business world. My husband ran a large company the he founded and we had no money problems. In the money department we were very lucky. The 2 things that take down most marriages is money and sex. I realized that I put very little time into my marriage and her story would be my story if did not take a hard look in the mirror and change the way I was acting. This got me thinking, I have been with my husband for 19 years and how good was our marriage? Was my husband happy? Not a new story, they got into a rut and stopped putting in the time it takes for marriage to last. A girl friend of mine came by the other day to tell me her marriage of 23 years was over, her husband was not happy. ![]()
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